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Singularity
05:34
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One minute I’m alright
I’m fine
Then a butterfly flaps its wings
And I’m dying
And everything else wrong
Wells up from underneath
And I devour all too close
But fail to quell the grief
Now I’m a singularity
Why is the darkness always looking at me?
Singularity
One day the blackness might envelop me completely
Sensitivity is a gift
For certain things
But the flipside is a grift
No choice but to feel everything
Like climbing Capitan
In sideways rain
Going up or down
Doesn’t change a goddamned thing
I’m a singularity––Well, well
How come the darkness always perforates me, uh-huh
Singularity––Yes
No light without dark, but it’s messing with my sanity
Singularity
Why does the darkness shine brighter than luminosity?
Singularity
Afraid the black will someday overcome me completely
Everybody dies, but not all live
And every time I cry, I like to think I’m
letting darkness out in drips
You shouldn’t shun the jive ‘cause that is a diss
To a full and happy life, but you know
sometimes I can’t take the dips
When we were young, we used to wish upon a star
But now we’re older and we notice that the dark
Is more prevalent, relevant, not per se malevolent
But it takes up more space than light traces in the firmament
Then there’s the presence at the heart of every galaxy
That keeps the planets and the stars in check; no fallacy
It’s dark and massive and it’s still mostly a mystery
But what we know is it eats all in its proximity
And where it goes, nobody knows, but it ain’t pretty
Just like a part of our souls, and that’s the nitty gritty
So to all of you who suffer for your sanity
Move towards the light and don’t become a singularity
Singularity
Why is the darkness always clutching at me?
Singularity
How come the shadow’s always trying to grab a hold of me?
Singularity
It drags me down, but no, I don’t want a lobotomy
Singularity
I’ll try to live my life without having you rescue me
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2. |
Bad Lot
02:50
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You say you live in a lame town
Far away from a fame town
And you say you hate your regular job––sob sob
And you’ve got a bad lot
You say you loathe your envied life
And you’d deign to trade your trophy wife
For another who is just as hot––plot plot
‘Cause you’ve got a bad lot
You snorted all the waffle dust
In a back room with your cop-out lust
Understatement that you quaff a lot––sot sot
‘Cause you’ve got a bad lot
Nothing’s ever just like you want it
But if you ever get it, you’re gonna flaunt it
Aren’t ya!
There’s a hole inside your listing heart
That you’ll never fill up for a start
But you oughta see the good that you’ve got––take stock
It’s not such a bad lot
Be the first or be the best
Or rut and languish like the rest
Do it right and do it once
Or fight yourself just like a dunce
Get ‘er done and do it now
‘Cause later you might not know how
Defecate or leave the pot
And stop bemoaning your bad lot
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3. |
Oh Please
03:28
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Are you trying to kill my buzz
With skewed remembrances of what we had and what it was
You’re still in love with me back then
And back then you gave your love to everyone but him
Yet you lay it at my feet
Saying I’m the one who schemed, honey
Oh please––you had a happy heart in your hands
Then you squeezed and hemoglobin ran all over the sand
Of my dreams, my plans for us
Whether love or lust, they’ve turned to dust now
There’s no getting through to you
There’s no teaching cheating hearts a method to be true
I wish you’d been kinder then
When I needed more than a lover saying we’re just friends
You always longed to be set free
But never wanted that for me, bebeh
Oh please
I’d have followed you wherever you went
But you sleazed
Did your whoring and away I was sent
To grieve
You’re too scared of us
To let it work its wonders, our love
Make you open up
But you’ve got to stick around for that love
Can’t be broken up
If we never were together, my love
We never were together, my love
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4. |
Old Dog
01:58
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Old dog spurned new tricks
Old dog burned through the wick
Old dog knows he’s got to try
Old dog knows he’s gonna die
Old dog knows he should’ve hit the ground running
Old dog knows he’s got another thing coming
Old dog is a bold dog ‘cause he’s seasoned
He’s had all of his shots but still got bit by fleas and
Ticks, tick-tock the clock it’s never stoppin’
Especially for old dog who had his time on top and
Now trails it out behind him like the tail end of a comet
He’s written all the lyrics and he penned all of the sonnets
He slugged all of the drum kits and he slapped all of the basses
He slung all the guitars and yo; he melted all the faces
He’s earned the right to laze about on rickety wooden porches
And bark at passing cars (or not) and blow off passing torches
Maybe he’ll cry, maybe he’ll fly; it’s his own choice and
Maybe he’ll bark at passerby with a worn-out voice and
Give up conspiracy theories, yeah maybe altogether
And trust the hoodlums in power with deciding whether
The system works or if it’s broken like their sense of morals
And hope they get it right in time to save the dying coral
In the oceans and seas upon our dying planet
Old dog be lying if he said he was best friend to man and
Old dog is fit to be tied, because he cares intently
About the bulljive implied by the right-wing assembly
But he’s feeling worn out, old dog ain’t got much left in
The gas tank, his ass stank, he’s too bereft and
Old dog don’t feel the need to please and
Old dog just wants a toy to teethe and
Old dog would like water that’s clean and
Old dog would like organic fodder to eat
Old dog would like to keep on keeping
Old dog would like to lie in peace and
Old dog would like to die while sleeping
But he knows in his soul he’ll prob’ly perish bleeding
While his lonely guitar is gently weeping
As his profligate heart keeps on weakly beating
And Mister Death whom he keeps on cheating
Finally catches old dog’s breath and he is beaten
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5. |
Ordinary Man
04:11
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Put on one leg at a time
Brush my teeth n’ shoe shine
Break the fast––no swine
Then I get myself in line
It’s hard to stay on my grind
During ordinary life
But I slide back into the slime
Try to turn water to wine
I’m an ordinary man
Trying to do extraordinary things
I’m just an ordinary man
Trying to do extraordinary things
It’s hard to be original:
Nothing new is virginal
But dig down deep in your mine
The ore you’ll find is one of a kind
I can feel my fate dawdling
And I can see my pate is balding
All around me, the hate is scalding
But I’m gonna fete my calling
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6. |
Wake Up
04:40
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Dark have been my dreams of late
Everything’s extreme and fake
An idiot sits on the throne
Another plague is hitting home
And I wonder
Why can’t I wake up?
Can’t seem to escape the hate
Got quicksand legs, can’t ambulate
Truth is nude in front of class
And the empathy-less assholes point and laugh
Well I’m tossing
And I’m turning
And it’s heating up
From the world burning
Why can’t I wake up?
The four horsemen are riding free
The government shut down; society’s
Every nightmare’s coming true
And there’s little you or I will do
And I’m tossing
And I’m turning
And it’s heating up
From the world burning
And a fever
Has me churning
‘Cause we people are
Never learning
Why can’t we wake up?
Wow man…it’s good to be anesthetized
Please don’t Visine the glaze from my third eye
Don’t let the pain of the world inside
Won’t try to change––I’ll just run and hide
I’ll listen, obey––never criticize
Over-consume and abuse, won’t question why
I’ll take the blue pill and live a treadmill life
Stay sedate till it’s too late, and then I’ll die
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Heard you got the fat promotion
Climbed another rung––hooray
But now you’re working twice the hours
Without the concomitant pay
Careful what you wish for
You might get what you’re after
And a bit more
Some oversight disaster
Heard you patented a product
That’s in every home today
Still not enough, though
It’s more dough than life requires
Meanwhile, detritus slays the Frisco bay
Careful what you wish for
You might get what you’re after
And a bit more
Some oversight catastrophe
Every hovel has a shower
Running water, ‘lectric power
Comfort food at any hour
Strong wifi and cell phone towers
Central heating, wooden fences
Automobiles, colon rinses
Online games, Alexa sentience
Daily papers and wars endless
Café laptop courtship dances
Local long-distance romances
Off to Vegas to take our chances
With no thought of consequences
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8. |
Might Be Losing My Mind
03:10
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Lately it feels like I’m on lockdown
Chin up, chest out, drop down so I don’t pop out
Spending excessive time in solitary
Not enough walkin’ the yard, but all you inmates scare me
Too much hooch––I’m feeling junked out
And every day there’s new ways I’m getting punked out
And as I watch the world burn before my waking eyes
I might be losing my mind
Never was able to buy in to mass delusions
The frantic panic, the manic tannins of mob confusion
So I sequester, don’t watch the news, but still I fester
Catching wind of Senator Chester the crime confessor
Don’t have it in me to smoke pot or pop a valium
And by the way; I’m sick of preferring bands’ early albums
And if they put out one more remake I might do a crime
I might be losing my mind
2020 hindsight
COVID 19
And the one they call 45
Will we make it out alive?
I might be losing my mind
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9. |
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This A.M. I awoke and I was so dry
‘Cause yesterday was long and I had sweaty eyes
About the latest outrage or beloved’s demise
And I wince in advance as my cell phone chimes
What’s it gonna be this time
Who or what is the headline
That’s gonna make me lose my mind
For the hundred thousand millionth time
Sad to say I’m
Shocked but not surprised
By midday I’m dismayed and dissatisfied
Knowing that I can’t allay this rollercoaster ride
So I tamp the rampant angst and anger down inside
‘Cause no matter what I choose, someone else decides
What’s it gonna be next time
To truly make me lose my mind
For the hundred thousand millionth time
Sad to say, I’ll be
Shocked but not surprised
By dinnertime I am three-sheets anesthetized
With the scandals held at bay and choked bereavement sighs
And tomorrow knows as I turn off this long day’s light
To expect more of the same as I dry my eyes
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10. |
STFU (3579)
03:40
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Don't speak
No, don't say a word
This moment’s too perfect
For hyperbole
Don't think
Your voice is superb enough
To break the silence
Like love could
Don't bleat
Don't bray another word
Let the ocean sunset
Drown the homilies
Don’t move
Just be present now
Be still and silent
And let love prove
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Simeon Flick San Diego, California
Simeon Flick is an independent San Diego-based heritage artist who specializes in Alternative R&B pop-rock music but dabbles in classical guitar on the side. His albums exhibit his prodigious, multi-instrumental musicality and poetic, confrontational, erudite, often humorous lyrics sung through his soulful vintage tenor. He owns and operates Blue Chair Studio in La Mesa, CA. ... more
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